Stay strong. Stay strong. Stay strong.

Hahaha, I love the explosion of Hillary Clinton hatred going on on my flist right now.

Prepare your virtual saliva glands, o furious ones, because I'm gonna out myself right now by saying... I don't mind Hillary. I actually kind of like her. I don't care if she gets the nom or if Obama gets it. Hell, I don't even care if McCain wins, but I doubt he will. You know why? Because we survived eight years of Bush. We cannot conceivably do any worse than that.

So my opinion?

This election's not really a bfd to me. The last one? Oh yeah, definitely. But this one? Nope. No one's going to "run this country into the ground". No one's going to "destroy all we've worked for". No way, man. If eight years of Bush didn't destroy us, neither Clinton, Obama, nor McCain will.

My advice is to just chill out. I know for a lot of my flist friends, this is their first major election, so EVERYTHING IS A HUGE FREAKING DEAL!!!!!! but it really isn't. Sometimes your candidates lose. Whatever. You move on with your life. You keep breathing.

Deep breaths, darlings.

He loves me.

Yeah, that pretty much sums it up.

o Clean ferret cage
o Buy ferret food
o Pay bills
o Pick up training schedule from work
o Buy new book
o CLEAN EARS CLEAN EARS CLEAN EARS
o Be thankful for each and every one of my darling, loving friends
o Not think about K.
o New shoes??

Charlotte's mother died on New Years Eve, or late the day before. I don't know how she died. But I loved her very much and will miss her. I'm devastated for my friend. Please keep her and her family in your thoughts/prayers.

I never update this thing anymore. I've been so swamped with school and life and work, it's incredible. ANYWAY.

1. I got a 4.0 this semester. That just tickles me pink, let me tell you. I haven't had a 4.0 since my first semester of college, and even though I only took 8 hours this semester, I'm still really proud of myself. Especially since I got it while maintaining a 25 hour work week all semester long.

2. I made a year at Starbucks right after Thanksgiving. I was very proud. :) I'm at the new store by Clearview now, so I'm not at my old store anymore. I'm also being trained to be a shift so I can make a little more money. However I have to boost up my availability to 30 hours. I'm a little scared about that. Can I be a full time student and an almost-full-time-shift-supervisor? We'll see!

3. I'm going back to UNO to get my bachelor's in Biology. Woo hoo science degree! I'm also going to take the prereqs for Veterinary school and try to get into it. But if I can't at least I'll have something, right?

4. Month long relationship with a 50 year old man. Lolita much? Anyway, didn't work out. I dumped him. He was kind of weird anyway. I'm happy being single for once. Even though I had a dream last night about a certain man I thought I was over. Oh welllll.

5. I'm actually really happy right now. I'm usually pretty sad when I'm single but I feel like so much stress was lifted off of me when school and Jon were out of my life. Now I can just focus on work. I feel so good.

That's all. :)

So yesterday wasn't so bad. I didn't turn into a horrible, hairy, ugly, unlovable beast at the stroke of midnight. I'm still me.

So I'm officially 21. It's only appropriate that I have a minor hangover.

I don't want to be old. I don't want to be old.

I have the coolest costume ever. And I'm gonna be 21. Party, anyone?

Happiness is a big fatty pizza and the Dethklok album.

I know this sounds totally retarded, and I know my time has long since been over... but all I really want is a Humbert. I want to be someone's nymphet. I want someone who'll treat me the way he treated Dolores.

Minus the hitting, rape, and mommy-death of course.

Dear self:

Pay your godamn bills.


Also. I've been watching Meerkat Manor all season. I'm thoroughly and hopelessly hooked. Last night made me cry my eyes out. Even today I'm still crying. My favorite meerkat, Flower, got bit on the head by a cobra. She died defending her babies. I was a wreck. Pathetic, I know.

Still. I'm pretty bummed. :/

It's a good sign that a TV show is all I have to mope about right now though.

I want gift certificates for my birthday.

Y'heard?

You get a night off, no one wants to do anything with you.

Oh well. I'm making brownies.

Edit: THESE BROWNIES ARE FUCKING AMAZING.

I've been bad about updating, I know. Quickly, in a nutshell:

Bought a car on Friday. 2005 Altima. Pearl. In debt for next five years.

Jacquimo's birthday on the 6th. He's a year old now. Time flies. :o

Dyed hair. Reddish cola colored. Very pretty.

New layout.

MOOD SWIIIIIIINGS!!!!

Ew, Britney Spears. Just ew.

Why does time move so slowly when you're in pain?

So I'm going through a seriously messy break up right now and, well... that means I've been making myself draw to keep busy. So you get to see something I'm working on.

( WIP )